I am posting this song because I feel like EVERYONE going through stuff can to relate it.
“If I can live through this, I can do ANYTHING!”
That lyric….yes. I have lived through every nightmare I could have imagined.
I CAN DO ANYTHING.
Which on days like today, I need to remember this.
My question of today, am I living in groundhog day?
Cause I went back to the endocrinologist and guess what?!
WE’RE DOING THE SCARY CORTISOL STIM TEST AGAIN!
Yes….so I feel like I’m living the same experience over and over again.
But here’s the fun part- this doc doesn’t even want me on a replacement steroid this time…oh no… it’s cold turkey……. no HC…….no dexamethasone the night before. So I’ll be totally off steroids for more than 12 hours.
“If I can live through this,
I CAN DO ANYTHING.”
Apparently my blood levels are so rare, it’s going to take FIVE TIMES to convince the doctors….
Am I being punked? Ashton Kutcher gonna pop out of my bushes with a camera?
My hopes are up a bit, maybe this time will prove different results? Magical healing? *shrug*
I can’t help but think there is a reason in all this chaos……
This test is tentatively planned for next Monday.
We shall see……
This is my Never Surrender Face ❤
Keep fighting my friends.